I care!!!

Just now the calender was remind me....
today...90days...without you...
althought 3months past...
but i still cant put it down...
even i tried to control myself dont find you anymore...
until i can 80% forget about you!
but..i still cant do it!!!

this few days...
i always saw somethings that i should not READ!i should not SEE!
everytimes i saw it...my mood totally DOWN!
the bad feeling is back!i hate that!
SAD!PLEASE FAR AWAY FROM ME!
even do simply things also cant do well...
why i'll care it so much?!
YA! I CARE!
so what?!i still cant do nothing...

suddenly thinks about what did you promise me before...
and u wrote somethings about her...
i felt wanna to cry it out...
i need a place now...that can let me cry it loudly!!!
why i will become like that...?!i keep repeating to ask myself...WHY?!
u told me that...you never do somethings wrong to me before...
i tried to believe you...
but...izzit truth?
did you lie to me?i suspect...
but i still choose to believe you...
i hope u wont lie to me...

I CARE
I CARE
I CARE!!!><

so what?!you're not mine anymore!

I miss

I miss...
i miss the time when together be with you...
I miss...
i miss the road when walked be with you...
I miss...
i miss the time when we studies together...
I miss...
All the time together be with you...
But day by day...
you had fogotten what did you promise the day...
Leave me...
alone here and crumble myself...
Till now...
I just wants to say...
no matter what i do...i still can't forget every memory about you...

I MISS YOU HERE...